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The pink top she trashed returned her life.

Open Wardrobe, Clothes Out, messy hair, Crying Badly..
Mom Shouting--Mehr  Mehr Mehr, Where are you?
Mehr- Here Mom(wiping her tears).

Beta Mehr, we are going out for some official work. Eat your Lunch timely.
Mehr - Okay mumma.

Locked her house from inside, she took her water bottle and then getting back to her room.
Her Wardrobe was all open, she was looking at her old pink top.
After 10 minutes, she was still looking at the top.

She was arranging her wardrobe and I know every girl know this struggle, its quite painful.
She arranged them properly only her pink top was lying on her bed. Neither she want to wear it nor she want to trash it.
She took her phone, opened her gallery and then going towards her old photos. Yeah she found them.
Those photos, she was wearing that top and dude Pink color looks good on her.

Suddenly, she remembers her ex best friend voice akriti saying pink color looks so beautiful on you. I Love your top.
And then, it was her ex boyfriend saying you look beautiful in this color, you should wear it more.

She started crying more. She started looking into the mirror, she is not wearing her glasses now and her curls are open. She was tired of crying as she was getting close to the mirror. Her pink top is in her hand and she was holding it tightly.

What mehr its all over.. what are you thinking? Look at yourself, you are not even able to throw this top away..& you are crying here. Don't you know the meaning of betrayal? What they did.. what has all happened.. you are crying for them. No need to cry, your tears are not for them, it is for your laugh only. Look at yourself you are not looking like the old mehr anymore.. Mehr was full of energy, she was in love with her innocence, she was alive, she never used to cry like this, her dark circles were there but they were actually the result of her Hard work  and not just because of the betrayal received from her two mains.  People come & go but you have to stay positive and firm all your life but what about loving someone.. can loving someone is so much difficult??
No, Never and I am so wrong here, loving someone is the most beautiful feeling in this whole world but loving a wrong person can be the worst thing.. Look at your parents, your brother, your sister, they love you.. they are always there for you.. giving you the positivity & inspiration, they are here for motivating me.. my good & my bad but one thing was same, there love for me, how can I be so mean, I cannot do this.. I cannot cry for those idiots, my life is good all because of my family.

How can you forget those sleepless nights, when all you were doing is crying,
those feelings when your lover was busy in talking with your best friend,
when your best friend was so insecure that she started cheating you with your boyfriend,
what about those best friend rules, where you don't even try to have flirt with your sister's love,
what about that trust which you had on your best friend & boyfriend,
what about that love which you have in your heart for both of them & they betrayed you,
what about those late night talks, which he was having with your boyfriend also,
what about that blind faith you had on your best friend,
what about those constants and to the fact they are not your constants anymore,
you were good and your love was pure,
you are not going to cry anymore,
you do not deserve all this,
you deserve someone who will love you the way you are, will never trust screenshots, will trust your eyes, will never hurt you just same like your family.
The one who will love to be the part of your family.

Phone starts ringing.. ohh shiv..
Mehr - Hey Shiv.
Shiv - What Happened?
Mehr - Nothing.
Shiv - Your voice is shaking.
Mehr - Shiv, What was my fault? I trusted them and what they did in return..ohh I am sorry, I promised you, I'll not start this again.
Shiv - Look Mehr, it was not your fault.. you loved them truly but its okay na its all about destiny.. you know we can change our career through hard work but sorry to say this love is more about destiny and loyalty between two people. You are the best, some people don't deserve the best. Its all about Karma let it be and yeah I am sorry, I know misunderstanding between you guys started just because of me and aakriti put fuel into the fire. And I told you she was not good for you. Even everyone told you about her your parents, your siblings, your cousins, even your best friend raman , her friends & even her cousins, so, let it be na god is watching. Your feelings are yours only just take your time and one thing I will love you forever. Just be the girl you are.
Mehr- I know you love me but I just cannot, but please give me some time, you are one of the best thing that happened to me.
Shiv - I know, take your time.
Mehr - Chal, will talk to you later.
Shiv - hn, see you.

Mehr again getting close to the mirror, she was just looking into her own eyes. Her eyes are deep as if they want to say something but preferred being silent. She believes in the power of truth & she knows one day truth will be all out. There is an old saying by Buddha - Three things cannot be hidden - The Sun, The Moon & The Truth. Just stay happy.

Her door bell ringing - Ohh God!! Mom Dad here, I have to show them my smiling face.
She opened the door, raman you..hahaha love you girl.
Raman - Shiv told me that you were crying.
Mehr- He is mad, leave him.
Raman - ohh, now I know the reason that pink top.
Mehr - yes.
Raman - Listen, throw it in the dustbin.
Mehr - Are you mad?

No you are right.. This top deserves to be in the dustbin.

Okay Raman, I know we girls are mad but just do it.
Damn, such a good feeling. So,
Raman - So,

One, Two, Three..Hahaha, now its in the dustbin..Hahaha..both were laughing badly.

Mehr - I love you raman..
Raman- I love you too.. forget about aakriti.
Mehr - Hehe okay.
Raman- I hate her.
Mehr - I know, I hate her too.

Now that pink top was all gone with all that betrayal feeling, Mehr is Happy, She loves her life, She is back with all her energy, her dreams, & her innocence but yes now she is little bit stronger & mature now.

She loves herself more now.

So, the pink top she trashed returned her life.

This post is all for you people, specially for all my girlies who are sad because of all these reasons which I mentioned above. I know you guys are depressed and you know if you feel like there is no one for you talk to me, message me, I'll give you my everything. You know I felt so good when one of you contacted me on Snapchat  & said my posts motivate them, guys I was more than happy at that time. And that time I decide to post more for you. Girls my blog is all for you. Even my Snapchat, instagram and twitter is all dedicated to you.
I love you all. Don't be sad over one relationship & a wrong person, you have your whole life. There is no one in this world who can be like you. Just comeback over all insecurities, be a bigger person. let them go & those who want to stay will stay with you forever. Once my friend blocked me for whatever the reason but after 3 years she contacted me again on facebook & told me how much she was missing me & even realized her mistake. I was not expecting this. Somewhere, in my memories she was there but I was not missing her and then she told me how much she was missing our fun, our laugh etc.

So, guys who wants to stay with you will always find the way back, because somewhere they know they cannot live without you. And one more thing accept the person as they are its okay if you are more mature and accepting them with all their mistakes & faults and you know you are not perfect, you also carry some faults. So, if they are adjusting, then why not you. But yes, above all do not forget about your individuality or the person you are. Your self respect is the most precious thing you have.

Chase your dreams, do best in your career, give time to those who loves you, who want to stay with you forever and forever means forever, just be the girl you always wanted to be, accept yourself, always do good, make your today even more successful then your yesterday, party hard, enjoy every moment.

You only Live once.

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